What is a bag full of words

if only I could shudder

The just should be written in bold - but unfortunately this is not possible in the heading! Because just shudder and not be afraid, feel left alone with my worries and actions, being jealous - yes, I am too - is only part of my truth. Because when the pastor friend talks extravagantly about which hike she has already done again and where she was walking, then I am not only sad that we cannot get out at all, then I am also angry and angry when she trumpets it out without to muster a spark of empathy. Besides, it happens that she complains to me about this and that, what this and that has done wrong again. I don't even want to know what she's telling them about us. I don't want to be a trash can! I have enough of my own garbage that she doesn't want to know about.

One can be too frightened about current world events. Corona is doing its best and the political structure is drifting apart almost everywhere. What is happening in the USA right now can even happen here in Germany. As is well known, the Reichstag has already been stormed. I don't want to talk about politics, I leave that to people who are more competent and have a bigger overview. My little empire is shaking - that scares me. I grow beyond myself and still break. But I repeat myself over and over and over again. I'm not alone in this. It is the same for many. isa, tell me what your day looks like? But other families with disabled relatives who live at home are also more isolated than ever. But I go in circles and the energy that I use to turn myself must and should be used elsewhere. For example, that I finally put my daughter in the bathtub and wash her hair ...

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